*yawns sleepily*

[annwfyn]

I'm half asleep this morning, pottering about before going into town to get some court shoes for my new job. Apparently it's rather seriously corporate and so I must somehow put together a business suit. This strikes me as mildly silly, but for £10 an hour, there's a lot I'll do.

I'm also pondering role playing games, from Zeitgeist Sabbat in which I am realising that I really do have some rather John McEnroe stylee role playing tendancies (jez tells me that the whereabouts of a tennis ball will, however, have no bearing on whether or not I manage to actually accomplish the goals he set me with the NPC I've been told to run. I still yelled 'it was on the line' a couple of times more before going to bed) to Play-Yourself where I am feeling rather bemused as to why everything has gone KABOOM again.

*yawns*

For some reason I am really rather dazed today.

Oh, I've also been bouncing e mails with various people re: Zeitgeist Garou which seems to be getting a fairly good response. This makes me happy. I am remembering how much fun setting up a game from scratch can be, and am in a hopeful place. It also looks like ksirafai may be playing as well, thus proving that we live in an Age of Miracles.

And now, onward! An exciting world of dull black high heeled shoes awaits.

Comments

[annwfyn.livejournal.com]

From my perspective, and the reason why I'm mildly bemused, is that I think you're overeacting. I think you are focussing on the bad and the big and forgetting the amour of Good Stuff (tm) that we have done for you, while also forgetting the Bad Stuff (tm) that VampireRyan has done.

Yes, you've gotten shit from us. I've gotten shit from being part of the that group - I'd really be way happier either living as a princess in Fading Suns world, or pottering around with horses in 7th Sea world. I'm fairly sure that MattMatt and Ginnie would love to be in Marvel world, where they knew the rules. It's entirely possible that Elle's been yanked off some world she wanted to be in too.

Equally, we've periodically gone out of our way to help you - all of us. And finally I do believe that the big rants don't actually solve anything.

Ach. That isn't meant to be a major rant, coz I'm not in a ranty head space IC or OOC - just a slightly bemused and rather tired headspace and me vaguely trying to explain my lack of understanding.

[rweishaar.livejournal.com]

I think however, that the whole 'Hey, we have all fucked up in the past' reasoning is thin. There are those in the group who are screwing up in the same way, without ever learning. THATS my big problem. The whole 'leaving worlds we really could live on' isnt such a big deal now. If Ginnie wants to stay on a marvel world, cool. If you want to live on fading suns world, great. Its when a world that we have set ourselves up on becomes completely invalidated and we can never return is when I get twitchy. It it had been an accidental world hop that made us leave that world, I wouldnt be mad. We could just return me.

Or rather, let me ask you this... How many times have I made a world invalid and never able to return to? Perhaps MAYBE the fading suns world. Perhaps. Once. Fair enough. I have had to deal with it twice through no real fault of my own. Let me know how many more times I have to endure world ending screw ups before I am 'allowed' to be angry.