The first day of summer...
Jun. 21st, 2005 10:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
annwfyn...and I still feel odd.
I think it's that I've been running flat out for months now. Since March I've been in hospital, then ill and recovering, and since then I've just been working and worrying, and stressing and hoping to get through the rest of this term without screwing up my masters.
And now it's over I feel...I don't know what I feel.
I'm still feeling tired. Not physically tired (although lack of sleep over the last week is making me feel physically tired as well) but massively emotionally tired. I'm not snarky, or ratty anymore (which I have been for about the last eight weeks!) but instead I just feel crappy and tearful.
I think it's just exhaustion. Physical and mental and emotional exhaustion. I'm going to go and see my best friend, Gemma, tomorrow, which I'm massively looking forward to. I've known Gem since I was six years old. I love her to bits and I think she's someone I need to see right now.
Then...Australia.
I think it's that I've been running flat out for months now. Since March I've been in hospital, then ill and recovering, and since then I've just been working and worrying, and stressing and hoping to get through the rest of this term without screwing up my masters.
And now it's over I feel...I don't know what I feel.
I'm still feeling tired. Not physically tired (although lack of sleep over the last week is making me feel physically tired as well) but massively emotionally tired. I'm not snarky, or ratty anymore (which I have been for about the last eight weeks!) but instead I just feel crappy and tearful.
I think it's just exhaustion. Physical and mental and emotional exhaustion. I'm going to go and see my best friend, Gemma, tomorrow, which I'm massively looking forward to. I've known Gem since I was six years old. I love her to bits and I think she's someone I need to see right now.
Then...Australia.
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No worries, mate
Date: 2005-06-21 09:30 am (UTC)It's possible you worry too much. It's also possible that that is ironic coming from me.
I had a long weekend and then spent all day getting a lot done with eBay and cleaning. It turns out that there's carpet on my floor, under all the Torrid and Hot Topic bags! And I'm perfectly happy to be exhausted. It's a Good Thing because I know I got stuff done.
You've been through a lot and done a lot.
And Jez is prettier than you. But I'm not giving him my tuxedo men's thong. Mine!