Insomnia strikes!
Aug. 9th, 2005 02:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
annwfynAnd I am now awake, and can't get back to sleep.
I'm in an odd mood. I think I'm in a place of emotional flux and change. I've moved the last of my stuff out from my room in Oxford, and now I really am living with jez. It's not a temporary arrangement. It's long term, I've nowhere else where I live, and while that's nice, it's kind of scary.
We've also been looking at kittens. I miss having a cat. I really really do. On the other hand, now I've found a breeder who has said she'll reserve me a pair of kittens for November, I'm panicking. Kittens mean settling, they mean solidity. They mean not taking off around the world (although I've now tied myself down to two years of education, so I can't do that anyway) and if they are joint owned kittens, then that's a statement about the relationship.
Odd. And scary.
I'm in an odd mood. I think I'm in a place of emotional flux and change. I've moved the last of my stuff out from my room in Oxford, and now I really am living with jez. It's not a temporary arrangement. It's long term, I've nowhere else where I live, and while that's nice, it's kind of scary.
We've also been looking at kittens. I miss having a cat. I really really do. On the other hand, now I've found a breeder who has said she'll reserve me a pair of kittens for November, I'm panicking. Kittens mean settling, they mean solidity. They mean not taking off around the world (although I've now tied myself down to two years of education, so I can't do that anyway) and if they are joint owned kittens, then that's a statement about the relationship.
Odd. And scary.
