The first day of summer...
Jun. 21st, 2005 10:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
annwfyn...and I still feel odd.
I think it's that I've been running flat out for months now. Since March I've been in hospital, then ill and recovering, and since then I've just been working and worrying, and stressing and hoping to get through the rest of this term without screwing up my masters.
And now it's over I feel...I don't know what I feel.
I'm still feeling tired. Not physically tired (although lack of sleep over the last week is making me feel physically tired as well) but massively emotionally tired. I'm not snarky, or ratty anymore (which I have been for about the last eight weeks!) but instead I just feel crappy and tearful.
I think it's just exhaustion. Physical and mental and emotional exhaustion. I'm going to go and see my best friend, Gemma, tomorrow, which I'm massively looking forward to. I've known Gem since I was six years old. I love her to bits and I think she's someone I need to see right now.
Then...Australia.
I think it's that I've been running flat out for months now. Since March I've been in hospital, then ill and recovering, and since then I've just been working and worrying, and stressing and hoping to get through the rest of this term without screwing up my masters.
And now it's over I feel...I don't know what I feel.
I'm still feeling tired. Not physically tired (although lack of sleep over the last week is making me feel physically tired as well) but massively emotionally tired. I'm not snarky, or ratty anymore (which I have been for about the last eight weeks!) but instead I just feel crappy and tearful.
I think it's just exhaustion. Physical and mental and emotional exhaustion. I'm going to go and see my best friend, Gemma, tomorrow, which I'm massively looking forward to. I've known Gem since I was six years old. I love her to bits and I think she's someone I need to see right now.
Then...Australia.
