Today, boys and girls, I'm going to talk about my assessed essay!
I've got to write two of them over the christmas holidays. One is on the process of anglicisation in Northumbria, and the other is on the use of burial data in assessing attitudes towards age and childhood in Anglo-Saxon England. Both have to be 5000 words long, and involve some kind of original thought, re-interpretation of archaeological data and critical interpretation of current data and work.
I've been stressing a fair bit about this. It may possibly have been affecting my moods just a tiny bit. Erm. OK. It has been sitting in my mind like a large and squat demon, croaking and cackling and taunting me with the apparent impossibility of producing original and valid academic re-evaluation.
Today, however, I think I realised that I could do it.
This break through began yesterday, where I finally managed to pick up the last of the books which are on the reading list my supervisor gave me and I realised that I actually can get all the base reading done by the end of the week. Today I looked at my notes - my rough notes for my essay on burial data - and realised that I had hit 3000 words. Those are just my bullet points and scribbles and annotations. I do have enough materiel. I am getting there.
I'm also realising that I can think. I do have critical comments in the margins. I do have things I want to say. I can actually write this essay.
I've been up since 10 am this morning and I've only just taken a break from working. My head is beginning to hurt a bit and so I might possibly need to stop looking at the screen, but I am doing well.
*does her happy dance*
I can do this!
Oh - and while I'm in a good mood - let me share the love! You know the meme going round. Drop me a comment and I'll reminisce about you for a bit. I do actually really rather like everyone on my friends list, so I think I've got some good things to say.
I've got to write two of them over the christmas holidays. One is on the process of anglicisation in Northumbria, and the other is on the use of burial data in assessing attitudes towards age and childhood in Anglo-Saxon England. Both have to be 5000 words long, and involve some kind of original thought, re-interpretation of archaeological data and critical interpretation of current data and work.
I've been stressing a fair bit about this. It may possibly have been affecting my moods just a tiny bit. Erm. OK. It has been sitting in my mind like a large and squat demon, croaking and cackling and taunting me with the apparent impossibility of producing original and valid academic re-evaluation.
Today, however, I think I realised that I could do it.
This break through began yesterday, where I finally managed to pick up the last of the books which are on the reading list my supervisor gave me and I realised that I actually can get all the base reading done by the end of the week. Today I looked at my notes - my rough notes for my essay on burial data - and realised that I had hit 3000 words. Those are just my bullet points and scribbles and annotations. I do have enough materiel. I am getting there.
I'm also realising that I can think. I do have critical comments in the margins. I do have things I want to say. I can actually write this essay.
I've been up since 10 am this morning and I've only just taken a break from working. My head is beginning to hurt a bit and so I might possibly need to stop looking at the screen, but I am doing well.
*does her happy dance*
I can do this!
Oh - and while I'm in a good mood - let me share the love! You know the meme going round. Drop me a comment and I'll reminisce about you for a bit. I do actually really rather like everyone on my friends list, so I think I've got some good things to say.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 01:20 pm (UTC)You and Lucy had come up to Scotland for a wedding or something and Jason and I came through to meet you. I think it is still one of the far too few occasions we've been able to just hang out in a social setting.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:01 pm (UTC)and why not :) I like that meme.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 01:34 pm (UTC)Poor Tamalin. Nobody understood her.
Yes, I believe much LARP costume was used for the Votadini effect, IIRC.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 01:19 pm (UTC)I am tempted to reminisce about the Blackfriars Bridge as well, or the entire evening before it when we failed to do anything wraith related and just sat in the pub talking. I'm also quite fond of remembering one lunchtime spent sitting in a cafe at the Brixton area having deep and meaningfuls and me coming to the conclusion that you really were a top bloke.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:55 pm (UTC)Lunch was good, though you were deservedly cross with me for breaking your rules.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:09 pm (UTC)And yes, you're quite clever. just don't mention the role that werewolves and vampires played in history... the world of archeology isn't ready for it.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:15 pm (UTC)Twas a wonderful wonderful holiday.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:24 pm (UTC)I remember you liking bits of Midsummer's but loathing Oberon.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 01:39 pm (UTC)Well, I liked that they attempted something different, anyway... Oberson was a mugging ass. I kind of liked the haggard put upon version of Puck.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:09 pm (UTC)And hurrah for the essays! Sounds like you'll have difficulty keeping the buggers below the wordcount limit :)
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:21 pm (UTC)I have many other good memories of you as well, mostly featuring deep and meaningful conversations, but that one stuck out today for some reason.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:10 pm (UTC)I think the number of times we've actually met is still in single figures, so shouldn't be too hard.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 01:29 pm (UTC)And as for essay-stuff, I know exactly what you mean. It felt so good to actually sit on my bed surrounded by journal articles and summarise and criticise and make notes. Academia is really rather groovy, after all.
Go you!
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:46 pm (UTC)Oddly that made me happy and meant I left a fight feeling better for it, even if we didn't come to any kind of conclusion. You are a good person to fight with, if that makes sense.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:55 pm (UTC)And it was a hell of an issue...*wry grin*
Looking back, I'm more inclined to lean toward your side of the debate, but then that's because hindsight's 20-20, and thus various facts and opinions and occurrences have come to my attention since then that change things.
The best kind of argument/debate/discussion/fight is one that gives you a level of catharsis.
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Date: 2004-12-15 02:49 pm (UTC)OK. Maybe that's harsh. I can say that I do see your side as well, and on an emotional level it does make a lot of sense.
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Date: 2004-12-15 01:52 pm (UTC):D
Many of my memories of you involve standing around in our hallway with
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Date: 2004-12-15 02:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 02:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 02:53 pm (UTC)Either that or me being asleep in Alex's room in the old Edinburgh flat and you wandering in at 5 am to wake me up because there was a beautiful sunrise you wanted me to see.
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Date: 2004-12-15 03:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 02:21 pm (UTC)As for the meme, go on then, you've twisted my arm :o)
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Date: 2004-12-15 02:53 pm (UTC)Twas one of the first times I really got to chat to you.
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Date: 2004-12-15 02:59 pm (UTC)Twas one of the first times I got to chat to you as well, was nice to put a person to the name "Sally" and find out she's every bit as nice as I thought she was.
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Date: 2004-12-15 02:39 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 02:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 02:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 04:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 05:33 pm (UTC)Do me too! *grins/ducks*
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Date: 2004-12-16 01:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-16 03:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 07:12 pm (UTC)Pendragon. Conversation. Our moment of unity when we ran into the kitchen to hide from Anthony and jez and bitch in peace. *reminisces fondly*
My favourite memory of you...
Date: 2004-12-15 05:21 pm (UTC)Oh, and it'd be nice to know what your favourite memory of me is, too. :)
Re: My favourite memory of you...
Date: 2004-12-16 03:18 pm (UTC)I think that Glasgow game with the opri out in force. You, me, Rich, Steph and James and I think Matt as well. Just one of the supreme rp moments. SO much fun. We felt unstoppable.
Re: My favourite memory of you...
Date: 2004-12-16 10:37 pm (UTC)Re: My favourite memory of you...
Date: 2004-12-16 10:44 pm (UTC)Or am I thinking of another Scottish game? Swear to god you were at that one!
Re: My favourite memory of you...
Date: 2004-12-16 10:58 pm (UTC)I think that was the infamous attempt at McGreggor that went horribly wrong. :)
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Date: 2004-12-15 06:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-15 10:56 pm (UTC)Go on, give me a reminiscence :)
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Date: 2004-12-16 11:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-12-16 01:32 pm (UTC)Too many memories to count.